Friday, 9 October 2020

Faux pas


Fresh, across the heath; the sun slanting down, or, more commonly, lighting the long mackerel cloud ribbons from behind, like the chest X-rays of uncoiled pythons.

Only out to loosen cobwebs, I cut corners, making a diagonal to the path’s triangle. Here, wartime cultivation has left a landscape of narrow ridge and furrow; spongy underfoot, now the hot, dry weather has moved on, tending to puddle in the dips.

I took to leaping these linear lakes across my way and, as they grew wider, I picked up speed into a loping run, carrying me from crest to crest. I was just considering the interesting juxtaposition of the ridged ground and the lenticular sky, when I found myself half propped on an elbow, gazing upwards, feeling water gently seeping into my trousers. I soon got up.

I skulked and dripped home, squeezing muddy streams from my cuffs, feeling more water drip from my back down my legs. The clouds were losing their keen edged definition, morphing from bones to the end of the cheddar, after the grater has passed.

I took my jumper into the shower, still smiling at my foolishness.


Sunday, 4 October 2020

Inundation

The puddles never really go away. All through the desiccating summer’s sun, they wait patiently for a sea-change, for the slow turn of the season, or a fortuitous sudden torrent, to brim them, even briefly. Their stock in trade is patience and versatility; in drought they make collections: dusty dirt, cigarette ends, sweet wrappers, the disarticulated bird bones of roadkill, ironic plastic drink containers. Stoically, they persist, always there.
I walked out yesterday, finding a lull in the rain, which lasted until I reached the shops. Puddles full; puddles shore to shore with battling concentric rings from fellow drops, late to the scene. Roadside puddles edging towards their kin, striving against the press of passing tyres to link rivulets across the central lines. Lawn puddles, forming mini lakes, grass stems pushing round their rims like mangrove in miniature.
Across the green they link their limbs; become seeps that beget trickles, trickles forming streams, overflowing the beck. Water plays its own game outside the puddles; tumbling down to seas where sun and wind begin their play anew.
Water reveals all the old puddles, like friends forgotten in fair weather. A monstrous on-road, off-road carbon oxidiser visits the long puddle by a local hotel and its waves wash my feet. “Muppet” I cry to his oblivious, receding tailgate. I look down to watch the waters refold, reflow back into their temporary sanctuary, wet fingers grasping into cracked pavement, washing back to await the next car, or the tide.

Friday, 25 September 2020

Spit, but careful of the direction


No respite from the North Westerly blowing down Hurst Spit this morning. At the end of a warm September though, it’s hardly keen; not yet cutting; just inclined to rifle through your pockets if you stand too still. Walking back, into the head-wind, the sun reflects off the white cliffs of Old Harry Rocks, off the white reefs of P&O’s redundant fleet. Out where the tide is rippling over the Shingles Bank, streaks of white topped waves show where shallows lurk, but on the shore, the surf is barely up, with the gentle rocking motions of a sea unstirred.

Small pools of birds ripple away at my approach, knot, plovers, dunlin. On the lake side, a small raptor rides the slope lift, keeping low; my mind says ‘hobby’, but I’m unsure. More certain of the pair of ravens that watch me intelligently, wondering if taking flight is worth all the trouble, before flapping lazily, pretending not to care.

There’s negotiation at the bridge now. Anti-viral concern gives us pause, like the sudden introduction of mini-roundabouts. I cross, swiftly, aware of the ticking probing beaks of more plovers, unaware of our concerns, thinking only of the next stone turned. My hands, my face, are cool, but a warmth suffuses me.

Thursday, 27 August 2020

IANABW

 I am not a bird watcher; I do not twitch. I look at birds (how can one not). I’d cross the road to see a beautiful example, but I would not list bird-watching amongst my hobbies.

Having stated that I don’t go twitching, I do acknowledge that my appreciation of a species of bird is perhaps a little in step with its rarity. My heart beats a little faster for the green woodpecker in my garden, than it does for the blackbird. I will willingly watch either, or any of a variety of their cousins if I am not occupied. One of the pleasures of my house is a kitchen sink that gazes down the back garden, affording a moving nature spectacle while I stand and my hands do the washing up and my mind drifts to contemplate the wilderness - I am not a gardener - but that is another story.


Unkempt garden notwithstanding, I live in a park; a National one. My environment then is rich with a diversity of birds, mammals, reptiles, insects, mites, flowers, shrubs, trees, fungi… I walk this precious zone, mentally ticking off the things that make it special, excited to find the few rarities that define its uniqueness: the wild gladioli, the rare orchids and butterflies.


There are species here I am yet to see. I have not, as an example, yet seen a purple emperor butterfly, though they fly in the North of The Forest, in well documented locations. There are uncommon birds: the shrike, the nightjar, the Dartford Warbler. I’ve never knowingly seen a shrike, nor a nightjar, though this year I heard the chirring of a nightjar and found it as strange and beautiful as the recordings suggest. In all my years here, until this one, I imagined I had seen a Dartford Warbler on, maybe, three occasions. I could not be sure, identifying unknown birds is frequently just a matter of eliminating all of the known alternatives and plugging for the least likely remainder.


Out on one of my frequent walks, a month ago, I was just exiting a patch of dense, tall gorse, into a more open area, not of heath, but heather and light scrub, when I saw a bird that could only be a Dartford Warbler. I had no optics on me; no binoculars, and of course, no camera. Only twenty feet away, furtive, dark, prominent eye-ring, slight crest; its most obvious feature: a long dark tail, cocked like a wren’s. I stood, I watched, noting its patterns of foraging, its four-dimensional motif. Amongst the young gorse stems and birch seedlings, I saw four matching birds, all feeding, occasionally making contact sounds. They moved away after ten minutes, leaving me… ? Thrilled, exhilarated? I tried to commit the sounds to memory, store the images, savour the moment.


Over the following four days I returned to the same spot, at various times of the day, carrying a camera. I didn’t manage to repeat the experience of course. I arrived one day to the heavy flapping of a buzzard I disturbed from a sapling within the scrub, no birds that day, except the laughing overflight of goldfinches. I approached another day, with the sun behind me, through the closed car-park, to find a couple on the cider, shouting about their social media, waving phones at each other. I tried an early morning, dew still on the spiderwebs, musty smell of warming bracken. Nothing.


Nothing, around here though, is very rich. On these sorties I saw plenty: a damp discarded snakeskin, deer, parasitoidal wasps, butterflies (do not befriend the butterflies), the secretive herbs that flower on browsed heathlands and, while we’re on the subject of birds: a young cuckoo. I enjoyed these walks, even the silent stands, scanning for barely familiar wings.


A week later, I was beginning to feel like the drunk in the story, who is looking for his keys under a lamppost, because he cannot see to find them anywhere else. Finally, standing near that same spot, across the width of the area of scrub, and occasionally visiting the taller gorse there, I saw a pair of warblers. This time I had a camera, though the range was too far for successful photography. As I did the first time, I stood and watched, drinking in impressions, learning what real bird-watchers endearingly call the bird’s jizz.


Eventually, after the birds moved on, so did I, crossing into the next valley, a popular spot with horse riders and dog walkers. Again I walked pony trails through tall gorse, emerged to low scrub, there to find more Dartford Warblers. A family, at least three individuals. The same group, or new? I asked myself, enjoying the scene, surprised that the birds seemed unperturbed by the relative proximity of people. This little flock flew into taller gorse and I lost them, so I set out to continue my walk, along the length of the valley, taking with me that warm feeling of accomplishment.


As I slowly descended, following a grassy track bordered by rough patches of heath and light scrub, I watched the common stonechats flitting between the terminal spikes of gorse; listened to their chat-chat calls. These charismatic birds are ubiquitous in this landscape; familiarity does not dull their strident calls, their bright colours. This time of year they skulk more so than in the spring, but they are easy to spot, travelling and feeding in family groups. My recently tuned ears detected a different song mixed in.


It must be a common mistake, for people who do not watch birds, to assume the members of a flock belong to the same species. I know mixed flocks often pass through my garden, but with the identification cues attenuated by distance, I had come to expect a flock, led by easily identified stonechats to be a homogeneous group. Using the power of my camera lens I could see that this was not always, or indeed generally, the case. Quite often, a brace of chats would pull a few aliens in their wake; Dartford aliens. On that day I counted 9 Dartford Warblers. This bird I had previously taken to be rare, it turns out, is not.


I understand the difference between locally and nationally rare. Finding out that these birds are not locally rare, and once seen clearly, so easy to identify, leaves me feeling a bit foolish. Foolish or not, I’m happy to be able to visit them, just a couple of miles from home; they are quite stunning. Now I have to learn the rest of the warblers, before I make the same mistake again.


Sunday, 16 August 2020

Hissing on summered lawns

Summer's fervour breaks;

With spattered benediction,

Heedless of desire.

Wednesday, 12 August 2020

Quick flutter

Home from yesterday's walk,

Saw this year's first small tortoiseshell.

Forgotten how large they are.

Quickened Silver

Beneath June's cut thorns,

Found legless lizards new-born.

A nest of live nails.