The fourth house thing didn't work out. So I'm renting a while, within walking distance of the first childhood home I remember; a walk too from the coast.
My view has changed.
The title is a little disingenuous. Sleep is not a big issue, but I feel the Internet is always pulling me away from sleep, or at least from any kind of mental repose. If the content seems dull or silly or shallow, I blame the lack of sleep.
The fourth house thing didn't work out. So I'm renting a while, within walking distance of the first childhood home I remember; a walk too from the coast.
My view has changed.
Swarms of pale, scantily clad yoof heading for the beach in Bournemouth yesterday. A thinner, pinker trickle coming back the other way.
The sound of a distant moped resolved into a hornet flying through my bedroom window at 6am. Beautiful insect, which fortunately left voluntarily.
I've just taken a second crop off the alpine strawberries. The garden is wild and my trousers are damp and covered in grass seed. Small bumble bees writhe in the glorious yellow stamens of St. John's Wort as though in ecstasy; the world is abuzz.
As a child I imagined that when I was old enough to live on my own and do my own shopping I would have the opportunity to buy all those products with really interesting packaging that appeared just perfect for building space ships and alien weapons out of. Now I'm older I realise that life didn't turn out that way.
A village donkey dropped its foal two hundred yards from my house on Thursday. I met it still shocked; slick with amneotic fluid, already on social media judging by the number of phones present. On my way back from the village, fifteen minutes later, it was trying to get up on its feet. Three legs went well, the fourth was still a hurdle. Mum encouraged it, carefully.
After some roadworks outside my house this morning, I had to straighten a couple of the pictures that hang in the lounge this evening.
In as much as it is possible to say that counselling (or therapy) is over, I have completed a period of support from New Forest Therapy.
I initiated this with no previous experience of counselling and few preconceived ideas how, or whether it could help me. I received outstanding help and treatment, and can't recommend the service highly enough.
I was walking past the site of my closed infant school in Highcliffe today, and walked through to the car park at the rear, where I said hello to a tree I've not touched since I was six years old. It looked strong and healthy, and strangely slightly smaller than it was more than fifty years ago.